10/18/2005 noone but me from URL @ 9:44 PM
my dad was sweet. yea. not particularly in the best of moods. betrayal. threesomes. family. many more. shant say he actually noticed, which shows my mask is fading i just said cos of my marks. and he talked to me abt him screwing and so being motivated 2 do btr, etc etc. yeaa. nice. :)
ive decided, if my efforts are not equal to others marks, i need to work harder right? so no point brooding over them, but move on. right? but u know, for the effort you put in the marks you get, just puts you down. grr.